Only i know

I saw something and feel sad again. I dont want to see and read anymore. Mimi, i hate u like that. When u can alive??

What i am doing

After back from hometown, i feel very unhappy like got a big stone put on my heart, everyday think too much. I don want to think too much but it cant control. I want to talk but no one can talk to or ppl talk i listen also can. Haii..cant talk really make me want to die,so lonely. That time i really mengalami tekanan jiwa then exam is coming. I change my attitude to study every night.If i dont study, i really dont know what to do, so study is my job. I study hard, hope that i can get a good return. This semester is easier than last semester and i " dan fei" with my tawau group, i cannot lose them. Thats y i study hard. This reason not bad, can push me to study.
hahahaha... Then i finish my exam and come back tawau until now not enough 1 week. I think i have to plan how to use my holiday or eat sleep play n getting fatter. I plan to work til 15/6 then go singapore on 17/6 til 1/7 and ready for semester 3 .For Miss bibi, u must come back before i go to singapore.

Makma night

Yeah!! 2nite we go to kampung CD’dinner (makma nite) at Le Meridien 5 Star Hotel. So excited!! We take a lot of picture there. The place is so nice especially its restaurant, got bar tender. Other place I dono la coz I juz go to the lobby. Haha.. We have 350 ppl like that and many “enugerah” and performance at Makma dinner. There are 7 kind of food. The food still ok la (ma ma dei)…Makma dinner finish at 11.15pm. So tired !! Anyway, we have so much fun and enjoyable.

S.A Bibiana Ahid

Bibi is my best friend, only and the one best friend. I always share my happiness, sadness, problem, funny things… with her. She is a weak and powerless (opposite) girl, she become pretty and have many admirer. Haha.. We know each other from primary until now and become best friend when study at secondary school. Although we are close, we still have quarrel and finally don’t talk to each other. Then I forget how we become friend again and close until now. Hehe.. she make me know that if you want to keep your relationship with ppl u care in longer, you must share your mind with the ppl, exchange opinion and tell the ppl if you are unhappy with her/him. The most important thing is “ tan bai”. Thank you to u bibi always cheer me up.. and wish u “ sam xiong xi seng” “ ur man appear immediately to protect u” Jia you!! Haha..

3/3 is a raining day

Ck take English literature and he has to act (mid-term). He act as a beggar and finally marry a girl. I go sps to see his performance and support him. When I c he proposes the girl with a ring to become his wife, I really feel heartbreak and wanna cry. I have to “tahan” my tear coz many ppl there. ( shame if let ppl c..hehe). Of course I know he is acting, but I really feel sad coz this is his 1st time proposes a girl with a ring but the girl not me. When I thinking this, I will feel sad and cry none stop. Anyway, he is good in acting, his lecturer praise him. He is so happy and his group get full mark. Congratulations!!

25/2 back kk

I don wan to go back kk oo... I feel lonely there. Haii.. my roommate all malay. Sometimes got talk to them. But sometimes dono what they are talking about. My malay not really good + words they use I dono understand. But they are good ppl and we getting closer. i go to airport with chew kit and he come to my house fetch me, I start crying from my house, reach kk I cry, at room also cry.. I m so miss my family. I hope that final exam come faster then I can go back to my hometown. Hahahahaha… mimi gan ba te !!! study hard !! balik fast!!

20/2 3rd day of cny

3rd day of cny, me, chew kit, bibi, bibi bro and kai loon go to voo house 1st then Alistair house. After that, we want to go jimmy house but failed coz he is not at home. Then we stay at chew kit house for half an hour. We gossip there and joking there. Very enjoyable! During new year, my mom cooked a lot of delicious food and sometimes having dinner at restaurant, I keep eating coz its really yummy. In addition I eat keropok, sweet, shandy and this and that… now I see my “ fat oil” around my waist. But I did not regret coz I can keep fit when study ( nothing can eat in kampung mah ). Assignment not yet do. Never open the book. Haha… Time pass very fast. Time to go back study is coming soon. So “berat hati” nak kemas luggage la...