Only i know

I saw something and feel sad again. I dont want to see and read anymore. Mimi, i hate u like that. When u can alive??

What i am doing

After back from hometown, i feel very unhappy like got a big stone put on my heart, everyday think too much. I don want to think too much but it cant control. I want to talk but no one can talk to or ppl talk i listen also can. Haii..cant talk really make me want to die,so lonely. That time i really mengalami tekanan jiwa then exam is coming. I change my attitude to study every night.If i dont study, i really dont know what to do, so study is my job. I study hard, hope that i can get a good return. This semester is easier than last semester and i " dan fei" with my tawau group, i cannot lose them. Thats y i study hard. This reason not bad, can push me to study.
hahahaha... Then i finish my exam and come back tawau until now not enough 1 week. I think i have to plan how to use my holiday or eat sleep play n getting fatter. I plan to work til 15/6 then go singapore on 17/6 til 1/7 and ready for semester 3 .For Miss bibi, u must come back before i go to singapore.